Wednesday, 25th July 2001

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 06:42:42    540 stalking below and talking now; looking up here;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 06:54:42    “We can’t get him otu” says a male voice coming from LW below;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 06:55:55    Door slam below with its double standard;

Dozed while listening to Today; same male voice as above talking ccontinuously LWDDDDDB; interjections from time to time by the PCPHF;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 07:41:20    Into the kitehcn; light on; filled choco jar with soak water; got stuff out for tuna sands; male and female (PCPHF) voices coming thru the KW; male said “We can’t take him out; he’s psychotic”; tuna on bread; sliced tom to more voice comments; on sand with lett; sliced in half; put stuff away in fridge; opened tom soup; poured in glass; spooned out rest; rinsed can; put sands on plate; sands and soup on and by chair; light off; back into the living room;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 07:50:19    Back into the chair; eatng tuna sands and tom soup; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 08:25:58    Into the kitchen; rinsed the plate; female (PCPHF) voice coming in KW yelled “Pull him out”; male voice replied “I can’t”; rinsed out choco jar and soup glass; male voice coming in KW apparently responding to contnuing incitements to remove me from my home by force said “He’s psyhotic”; rinsed board back into the living room;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 08:28:07    Back into the chair; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 08:30:33    “He’s psychotic” says male voice LWDDDDDDB;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 08:32:16    Finished the above update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 09:00:09    “He’s psychotic” says a male LWDDDDB; that is a false allegation and totally untrue; turned off R4 Today;

Into the bedroom; undressed; into the bathroom; pit stop; flushed toilet; started the bathtub filling; climbed in to soak while it was filling; a msle voice in lieu of Fummie’s started talking from below and continued throughout the entire filling process from below; he pointed out what my hands were doing on my head; noting they were at my temples when I scratched my hair there because I needed to wash my hair for which I was taking a bath; he noted when my hands were rubbing my eyes and very oily forehead each of which needed washing too; when my arms were on the side of the tub or clasped above it, he noted these as well;

Turned off the water and soaked for a bit with my feet up and my arms under water; then I submerged my head to wash my hair; the PCPHF let out a screech from below about this; a bit later the male below nothed that I was washing my hair when I started to shampoo it; there had been kids playing ball in theWalkway until now during my sojourn in the bathroom; all became quite outside; I washed my face; rinsed hair and head; shaved;

It was my intention to only wash my hair at this time, but after putting in the condititioner and using it to untangle my hair; I washed my lower legs, anles and feet; I then stood up to wash my genital, anal, waist and behind my knee areas which are most sensitive to EMRID and exhibit itching reactions; I sat back down in the tub and rinsed all the washed areas; I then turned on the hose in the tub to rinse my hair; it slipped off the cold water faucet just a bit, but I caught it quickly to put it back in place; pulled the plug on the tub and soaked in it as it drained;

After the draining finished, I pulled the hair from the drain; the PCPHF screeched below “Right there; there; that’s the come”; this was completely false; later when washing the tub, I moved it from the edge of the tub to the back of the sink; she once again noted this in terms of her fantasy projection; I did not want to put it in the toilet until I had scrubbed it first;

Got out of the tub; put limescale remover in the toilet; put tub cleaner on the sponge and cleaned the entire inside of the tub; rinsed the bathtub; as I was doing this the PCPHF screeched something below; the male said “No, that’s good” indicating my washing the tub; it was my impression that she was once again attacking whatever it was that I was doing in an effort to shutdown any and all of my activity with one or more of her false allegations; this is where the presence of an unintended “de facto” supervisor who was actually there to note my behaviour was able to not only note but correct the ongoing malicious behaviour of the PCPHF which has a negative impact on the essential activity I need to perform in my own home; her continuous false allegations of the grossest sort when I do these things makes it necessary for me to do them when I consider it the best time to do so; this morning was one of those times as can be clealy seen;

After cleaning and rinsing the bathtub, I dried with the towel; the PCPHF then screeched from below “He did come(?)” asking in a question what she had just apparently been told; this was completely false; if there was any ejaculate present, it came from someone else; better do a DNA check for it ain’t mine; then the PCPHF asked a little while laer “Will you take him out tonight(?)” and he male replied “We can’t, he’s psychotic”;
I some point at the end I scrubbed the toilet; this brought some comment from below too, but I just ignored it;

I then went into the bedroom to dress; sorted the laundry there into a stack; back into the bathroom; brushed my hair; back into the bedroom; got the laundry; into the kitchen; put both buckets on the chair and sorted the laundry; the male below said “He’s doing his laundry” and once again in response to an apparent negative screech from the PCPHF said “No, that’s a good thing”; as can be seen without this kind of “de facto” supervison and observation, the PCPHF would explode into her false allegations and call in everybody who would arrive not knowing what was really taking place; now with this 24 hour per day “supervisioin” all that she does is observed and noted for what it really is;

I took the buckets and laundry into the bathroom; filled the sink and two buckets with soap and hot water; put in the socks, underwear and undershirts to soak; back into the living room;


Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 10:12:28    Back into the chair; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 10:13:37    “You’re wrong . . . [pause] . . . quiet now” says the male LWDDDDDDDB;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 10:16:57    “He’s in my house” it sounded like the PCPHF screeched from below; “All right; we’ll get him out tonight” replied the male LWDDDDD;

All of this is in her mind causing these enormus “psychotic” uproars; non of it exists in objective reality at all; this has been noted repeatedly this morning leading to this last explosion of what amounts to a psychtic fit; this is what occurs whenever I endeaver to do anything “normal” and “necessary” in my home especially using the toilet, taking a bath, clearing and laundry; she attacks so viciously that these activties are carried out at extended intervaals and at such times as this morning when she is under supervison so that the superviing party can see readily that I am only clearning the tub, doing the laundry, scrubbing the toilet; this is in fact what has happened; by all of her perpetual false allegations, there are those present continuously who, de facto, as as a supervisor an drestraint on her “psychotic” behaviour; thus the false allegations are nullified at thir source many, many times; so many in fact as to completely destroy her credibility as regards to any allegation taht she makes; they are just knee jerk reactions which come from her own mind over the smallest activty and bear no relation to that activity whatsoever; her mental illness is quite severe; and she proves it over and over again; her objective and conclusion as the end of the false allegatoin is to demand my removal from my home; in essence, she is making this allegation up in order to get others to act on her behalf in such a criminal manner;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 10:34:28    “He’s psychotic; he is” says a male LWDDDDDB; no, it is a false allegation; I am the victim of continuous stalking and harassment causing chronic sleep deprivation for three years or more which have resulte in physiological problems, injuries and risks; I have no psychological complaint whatsoever; all my activity and all that is seen now with surveillance equipment has resulted from continuous and unrelenting stalking and harassment each and every day for over three years; that is the problem; the source of it is in flat 503 and is right in front of you at this moment;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 10:37:50    To call me “Psychotic” as just occurred again is a smoke screen of continuous false allegations like others that is intended to cloud and disguise the real issue by hopefully assigning blame to me for what is done to me “physically” by those in flat 503 below and all who associate themselves with this activity;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 10:39:58    “Wow, he did come” screeches the PCPHF from below left; no, that it totally false too; nothing of the kind occurred; better verify the source because it is not me;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:12:50    Finished the above update; a voice now sounding like Jack the RAS Ripper having a new weapon at his disposal seeks to use it inappropriately by saying “Boy, is he psychotic”; no, just describing the situation as it really is; I don’t have to make up anything; I just describe basing my conclusionon validly observed and significant behaviour such as that of the Jack the RAS Ripper;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:15:39    Into the bathroom; drained the sink with the socks in it; very dirty water was noted by one of two females talking below; yes, it comes from holes in my shoes which will be replaced in due course; in the meantime the socks are dirty; then without fail the one track mind of the totally obsessed PCPHF asked “Did he come”; pure fantasy projection for sock wash water; totally false base for such a question; then filled sink rinsing the sock again; washed one more time with soap and water in the sink to soak the socks some more; rinsed the underwear and undershrts in the buckets in the bathtub filling those again to soak these for rinsing;

While I was writing this, the PCPHF was screeching and roaring from below; again this is an intimidating factor along with her continuous attacks on what ever I do such as the abusrd question “Did he come” when the sock wash water was draining; if masturbation of any sort was going on it was be very obvious; it is not and is not observable because it just does not exist; instead of recognising reality, the PCPHF especially jumps each time anything is done to launch her fantasy projection;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:28:31    Back into the chair; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:31:43    DM on;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:38:50    Finished the above update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:40:24    “Psychotic” says a male voice LWDDDDDB;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:44:17    Into the kitchen for some more water and chicken; put empty water bottle on the sink; got chicken and water from fridge; water by chair; chicken on plate on board; added utensils; put on the chair arm; back into the living room;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:47:27    Back into the chair; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:49:59    “He’s drugged” said the PCPHF LWDDDDB; nope; it is called chronic sleep deprivation;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:50:52    “Psychotic” screeches the PCPHF below left using her newest weapon indiscriminately and to refute what she does not agree with or wants to reject instead of dealing with the content;
Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:53:57    “Something’s wrong” screeches the PCPHF below left; you can say that again; it all comes from the PCPHF;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:55:51    Finsished the above update as the Wetway Highway raoring sound from the PCPHF below went on; sounded like she roared “He’s got to go”; you don’t live here; I am doing nothing a all except minor household chores; you are ging berserk every few minues over nothing; this means that it all comes from within you; why don’t yo go home yourself since you do not live here;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 11:57:50    “He’s psychoitic” said Jack the RAS Ripper as I was writing the above entry;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 12:00:52    Finished quarter of chicken;

Dozed off for a bit of a snooze; woke three times by snoring; my mouth dropped open each time; breathing through my mouth caused a snoring sound; woke instantly each time for a light nap; trying to catch up on sleep from the chronic sleep deprivation caused by those below assoiciated with flat 503;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 12:26:28    Awake after a nice nap broken with three wakeups all from me;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 12:29:29    Into the kitchen; checked on the water supply; into the bathroom; pit stop; flushed toilet; rinsed the sink and two buckets laundry; “He’s drugged” shouted the PCPHF from below as I was doing the rinsing; nope, chronic sleep deprivation all the way; then a bit later a mail said from below “He did it” probably indicating taht I had ejaculated; this was totally false; also a male below said “I’m sorry”; well, that goes without saying; left sink and two buckets soaking for rinsing; back into the living room;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 12:40:08    Back into the chair; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 12:44:04    Finished the above update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 12:57:10    R4 Wx:

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:00:00    R4 World at One: Nick Clarke; US will not ratify germ warfare ban treaty; no comms with incarcerated demos;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:11:51    Finsihed eating second quarter of chicken;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:16:10    Dog barking below; it had started barking away on the balcony below then ran inside;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:30:00    R4 Parliamentary Questions;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:33:42    Made the least audible possible small and insignificant throad sound; PCPHF below blew up wiht screeching roars; must be the micorphone next to me; otherwise would not hear anthing; I was dozing off as this usualy happens when I do when my head is back;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:35:19    Into the bathroom to rinse the laundry again; “He’s drugged” screeched the PCPHF from below; a little later someone said “He’s psychotic”;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:44:15    Back into the chair; update;

Into the kitchen to check the radiator for clothes; none there; voice coming in the KW; into the bathroom and bedroom to check clothes; female voice coming in bedroom window said “He’s up there”; “Is he fucking(?)” asked a male; did not hear response; male then said “We’ll get him out tonight”;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:47:43    Hoods collected in the road under the window: 072501_134740.mv2;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:49:55    “We’ll get him out” says a male in blue jeans and blue shirt to female on bench (speculation); they both left the area below at the same time; male then started talking below left; assume that it was him saying the same as was heard in the above entry;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 13:59:07    R4 off;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 14:00:58    Into the bedroom; trousers will not fit; into the bathroom; removed undershirts from rinse bucket; rung out; emptied and filled with soap and water to wash knit shirt; while doing this Jack the RAS Ripper below said “He’s psychotic” and after a brief pause “He doesn’t have any business doing that’; I’m doing my laundry, but as noted this morning it is subject to constant attack by false allegations; in this case Jack the RAS Ripper is using his new weapon to intimidate as much as possible to try to shutdown my life completely; he needs supervision too; back into the living room;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 14:07:01    Back into the chair; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 14:07:137    “He’s psychotic” says Jack the RAS Ripper LWDDDDDB: “Oh, no” screeches the PCPHF when she sees me write this;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 14:08:35    “OK, we’ll take him out; he’s psychotic”; false allegation; totally untrue; set up for unlawful and criminal removal from my home be force;


Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 14:12:25    Finished the above update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 14:25:42    Into bedroom; removed clean undershirt from radiator; foled and put on boxes; into bathroom; got undershirts; hung on bedroom radiator; back into bathroom; drained sink; wrung out socks; hung on bedroom chair; back into the bathroom; paused for a pit stop; flushed the toilet; wrung out underwear; emptied bucket; hung up underwear on bathroom, hall, kitchen, living room radiators and dresser; put chicken in freezer pending throw away; put plate in rack;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 14:49:18    Back into the chair; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 14:56:06    “He’s psychotic” says Jack the RAS Ripper for the umpteenth time; really a psychotic that one; he has a serious problem;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 15:04:52    “Get him out” screeches the PCPHF below inciting others to her carry out her criminal objective;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 15:12:38    “You’re right; he’s psychotic” says a male below; no, that’s false allegation; you are noting the impact of chronic sleep deprivation that results from excessive outside disturbances carried out by those in flat 503 below; this is why the PCPHF never leaves the public road all night long; that is why she it below all day long; she keeps up a bellowing disturbance that disrupts and disturbs sleep all night and whenever possible in the day; what you observe has nothing to do with me or anything that comes from me internally other than my responses to exertally induced sleep deprivation; you are totally wrong and that allegation is so disastrously wrong that it will cost in legal and professional terms very dearly for those who created and maintain it;

At no time has the PCPHF ever left the public road at night; she knows that if she did, I would get a good night’s sleep; instead she stays and disturbs no matter who or what means are used to try to send her home at night; she does not even have to be here now; she does not live here; she could stay at her home and leave this place in peace and quiet;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 15:19:11    “You’re right, he’s psychotic” persists the male from below; his focus on reality is bent;

Nodded off in the despite the continuing harassment from below; slighttly stirred a couple times;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 16:04:03    Awake form a nice snooze;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 16:06:29    Into the bathroom; rinsed the shirt and left to soak in rinse water; into the kitchen; got some tom soup; checked the fridge tuna and water; back into the living room with the tom soup;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 16:11:50    Back into the chair; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 16:13:52    “The guy’s psychotic” said Jack the RAS Ripper graduating from making obscene allegations about opening tom soup and especially scraping out the last bit with a spoon; at least graduating for the moment while he’s found another false allegation to latch onto; finished the above update as the PCPHF screeched false allegations at pauses and typos not knowing why there was a pause or a typo; certainly superficially hollow without any substances at all; Cro Magnonish;

This is the mental illness that drives the surveillance mentality to its destructiveness (from a chapter entitled “Psychotic Developments”):

“The self tries to destroy the world by reducing it to dust and ashes, without assimilating it.  Its hatred reduces the object to nothing, without digesting it.  Thus, although the ‘self’ is desolate, and desperately envies the goodness (life, realness) it imagines to reside in others, it must destroy it rather than take it in.  It becomes a question of ‘getting’ life and realness in some way that will not result in the annihilation of the self.  But the destruction of reality and the surreptitious acquistion of it are largely magical procedures by this time.  These magical ways of surreptitiously acquiring reality are:
1. Touching
2. Copying, imitating [surveillance]
3. Magical forms of stealing it [surveillance]
The individual may even find some measure of reassurance if he can evoke in himself an immediate impression of realness in others. (R D Laing, “The Divided Self”, first published by Tavistock Publications (1959) Ltd 1960; Penquin/Pelican Books, p 145)

Thus, surveillance activity as ustilised here by those in flat 503 below and especially clung to obsessively by the PCPHF to feed her delusion and fantasy for creating “her” reality is destructive all around; the magical ways which Laing brilliantly elucidates has now become the technology of surveillance for the mentally ill to achieve reality although a false one as it perserves the mentally ill self by creating an illusion of that reality; the “copying” and “stealing” are critical factors here in the “envy” of what is “imagine” as the “goodness” of life that resides in others; of course, as he describes it is destroyed; this is a brilliant rendition of precisly what is taking place here where the “true” psychosis resides with those using surveillance equipment yet accusing the “object” of psychosis thereby attempting to destroy what it seeks to copy and steal as reality;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 16:37:37    Dog barking away on the balcony below; real disturbing nuisance;

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Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 16:50:51    The guy’s psychotic; don’t pay any attention to him” says a male voice from the distant left dismissing the damning truth and proving my and Laing’s point of “Development Psychosis”;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 16:53:26    Finsihed the Laing file mgmt and tile set up;

This can also be called substituing phoney goods for real goods or real human needs; where is the real human need fulfillmen in surveillance activity(?); this is what Laing is pointing out in general terms;

Reality cannot be denied or destroyed no matter wha is done; the truth exists quite independent of us all; it is the wise person who seeks the truth rather than trying to impose his reality on the world for that does not work;  

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 17:00:00    R4 PM Clare and Nigel; US rejects ban against germ warfare; increase in violence among refugees trying to get into Britain;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 17:39:28    Dog barking away on the balcony below; at people tu front getting into an auto or so it appeared;

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Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 17:59:54    “He’s psychotic” says a male LWDDDDB; couple inverse bench wrmers below gazing at the ground in front of them; what could it be;


Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:01:00    Into the bathroom; pit stop; flushed toilet; rinsed shirt in bucket; PCPHF said from below “Please get him out” after a pause a male below said “Right, he’s really psychotic now”; totally false and completley supervifial; rinsing out a shirt is now considered to be psychotic behaviour; these people have a big, big problem; trying to get me forcibly removed from my home on nothing but fabricated allegations with nonsense spouted as was just done; into the kitchen; put bucket on fridge; into the living room; hung shirt on radiator;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:07:57    Back into the chair; update;
Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:12:01    Finished the above update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:31:15    Dog barking away on the balcony below the front window; Jack the RAS Ripper sees me recording it and says “He’s psychotic” but does nothing about the dog below; using the false allegation as a weapon; again distortion and hiding the fact of their own public nuisance activity;

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Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:32:46    “Get him out of here” yells a male who sounds like Fummie; then cites the dog barking recording/disturbance as a reason for me to be taken out; what a dodo;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:34:39    Fummie’s voice coming in loud and clear from the KW as he struggles to get me out tonight; he is a psychotic too; but a real one;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:36:39    Dog just barked again on the balcony below the front window; more nuisance activity from those below removing my quiet enjoyment of the premises;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:40:15    Dog keeps barking away below; just came out on the balcony for a few barks then back inside;

Fummie has been talking away motor mouth fashion below the KW urging that I be taken out for being “Psychotic”; female he’s talking “at” asks “Psychotic(?)”; I was sitting quietly in my chair listing to the beginning of a show on R4 when the dog started barking; that had nothing to do with me as it never does; then I recorded it in order to deal properly with this extreme nuisance which violates the Teancy Agreement Section 21 Behaviour of the Tenant below responsible for the dog;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:41:27    Loud hard door slam below;

Believe that Fummie is sitting in the road under the KW using the surveillance equipment like a good “Psychotic” (the real kind; I’m just the  fabrication of projected fantasies from these people who wish to use it as a weapon);

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:46:39    “Get him out right now” screeches the PCPHF in her roaring best coming from the KW area but like she is inside the vehicle now talking with Fummie & Co;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:53:12    Loud, hard door slam below with its double hit;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:55:46    Female under the KW talking away about me; “Along”; night activity (uncertain what this was but was not postive); went into the kitchen to listen; this is all from the activity below in flat 503 who are responsible for this entire situation and the most recent activty: the dog barking on the balcony below; thus they violate two Tenancy Agreement Sections in a row: 22(c) Harassment and 21 Behaviour; they are the source of the problem; this is an instance where the are clearly trying to protect themsevles by blaming me thus throwing up a smoke screen to hide behind; back into the living room;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 18:57:15    Back into the chair; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 19:01:01    Finished the above update;

It can be easily said with a reasonable degree of accuracy that those in the flat below “cause” the dog to bark on the balcony below then take that as an opportunity to blame me and provoke further recriminations against me by telling others that I was responsible for this dog barking when it was absolutely false; yet they scream, screech and yell so loud and long that people without better sense take this emotional outburst as fact when it is really fantasy;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 19:35:11    “Yeah, he’s psychotic” says a male LWDDDDDB as I move my feet around, eiggle my otes and flex the sore tendons; a physical reaction that is deliberately misconstrued out of ignorance;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 19:36:41    “OK” says the male voice after the PCPHF screeches; must be Jack the RAS Ripper; then a bellow from below; “Yes, he’s psychotic” could only be the PCPHF;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 19:39:10    Loud door slam nearby; probably above; followed by rolling/sliding nose on the floor above over the chair;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 19:41:33    Dog starts barking away on the balcony below then runs inside below to continuously bark away;

What is actually happening is that the father and daughter are acting out a sublimated sexual relationship by watching me sleep in the nude taking competitive turns to accuse me falsely from their own fantasy projection that I am either “Fucking” or “Coming”; this goes on and on obsessively and unrelently as a sexual interaction between them; no wonder the mother is destroyed; the real question is whether or not this derives from childhood or even infant sexual abuse by the father which the daughter has completely repressed from consciousness, but the father certainly has not; the activity carried on by these two people day and night when viewed in light of the truth is mind boggling given the fact that all allegations are total fantasy projections;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:00:21    PCPHF screeches below just after a young girl out front called “Anita”;

It is their desire to destroy me for having broght the truth to light in the child abuse activity which for them carries an intense fear of further revelations which are literally unconscionable; hence, the psychotic false allegation which they have created in order to attempt to completely discredit what I have to say; I am too close to the truth which drvies them into a frenzy of verbal violence continuously;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:06:08    “[He needs] help” yells someone from the distant left; “That’s it” said a male outside to the left; look in a mirror and say that;

Careful attention must be given to the constant outbursts of rage and the continuous flow of false allegations of a sexual character attacking “Fucking” and “Coming” when they do not exist except in the fantasy projection; this behaviour must be explained, and it cannot be explained by my actions as the object for the reality of the allegations does not exist; the rage is persistent and coming from within; there is intense hatred; verbal violence and seeking ultimate destrucion based upon the false allegations; she is trying to destroy “Fucking” and “Coming” in her own mind from another source which is driven by the obsessive rage probabl as a result of that other source; the truth lies not with me but with the PCPHF herself; she does not know it consciously; she acts it out as if it existed elsewhere in objective reality; it does not;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:18:49    MS goes up the front footpath from the road to the pen;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:19:28    “Pyshotic” says a male to the left; that won’t work to deny the truth; it is a shoe that does not fit me at all; it has been fabricated for me to cover up others’ real objectives; it is a weapon being used to denigrate and discredit the truth I have to speak;

The PCPHF thought that she could get away with her false allegations and demands of destruction, but she has now only trapped herself in her own deceit;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:22:13    “Psychotic” says Jack the RAS Ripper LWDDDDDB; he would say that when it is not true wouldn’t he to cover up what he knows is the truth too;

You should not be using this surveillance activity; it will only harm you not me; you should not be reading private and confidential notes; they are none of your business;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:32:33    Chair light out; monitor and NB screen shrouded; “What’s the problem, Jack” a male asks from below the KW;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:33:16    NB over to the bed; pulled bed out; mags on the black bag; straightened sheet; into the kitchen; closed KW; filled soup glass with soak water; into the bedroom; undressed; scratched my waist line; into the bathroom; “did you get it a male voice asked; pot stop; people coming back going upstairs; flushed toilet; back into the living room;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:37:34    Onto the bed; loud, hard door slam below; update;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:51:30    My legs moved; a male under the window said “Is he fuckin(?)” nope; then another one said  “Psychotic”; before all of this when I moved from my back to my left side the familar screech of the PCPHF let out a roaring “He’s coming now”; this was absolue nonsense, but started the fantasy projections; I was then falling asleep and “caught” myself; this was the jerk in my legs that was observed;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:52:35    “Definitely proven” said a female directly under the front window; nothing can be proven; only a refutation is conclusive; the guy under the window to the left then said “Pychotic” as if that was what was definitley proven; nonsense; it is false; anyway I do not beeive anyone really knows what the word means; given all the false allegations that these people take as valid; the further false allegation of “Psychotic” is no different no matter who thinks it is confirmed;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:58:02    “Psychotic” says another male from the distant left;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 20:58:35    Female below the window asks “Are they coming(?)”; in the nonejaculatory sense I guess;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 21:01:43    Male yelling from the road “Oi, Oi, Oi” at an auto beeping; “549" [he yells]; yelling from several males out front; thus of feet moving around on the floor above; before this the PCPHF DTR was screeching her roar for what sounded like a confirmed fit; “Get him out” and “He’s come” were two apparent discernables;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 21:02:49    “Why don’t we get him” says a male out front to the right;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 21:04:15    “Is he fucking” yells a male in the road down a bit;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 21:04:45    Hard, loud door slam nearby; might have been above; lots of traffic noises outside in the road;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 21:12:25    “Oh, no, get him out” screeches the PCPHF DTR; “We’ll pull him out in an hour”; replies a male DTR;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 21:13:14    Loud hard door slam below;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 21:13:39    “Good” says the same “Pull Out” male DTR;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 21:14:52    “Be calm” Pull Out male has to say DTR as the PCPHF throws a monster of a fit; there’s your psychotic complete with a psychotic fit;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 21:19:52    “Yeah, he’s drugged” says a male out front of the window; nope; you’re wrong;

{(1)To sleep for 0.75 hours;]

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 22:02:35    Female screams DTR; loud voices talking under the window “There he is”; I know; dot pattern; all across vision;

Dream: was invovled in a mystery and a couple crimes the last one attempted murder that hit an innocent victim; there was a group of us; after the first one which now eludes. me we were all going to this building of flats to get to the other girl who ha been thratned; yes, her boyfriend had threatened her; now, as images go in a dream. there was a separate scene inside the flat; there was a girl there but a friend; the telephone rang; she went to answr it but was laying on the floor reading when she did; (1) since she was on the floor reading, when she reached to answer the phone, she was not in line with the booby trap; she answered the ringing phone; two shots went off; they had come from inside an answering device; then she was seen wounded in the leg but moving to call for help; in the meantime we were all trying to reach that flat; I `got the doorman to let us in and explained where we were going; he was very tall and came along; we went up the stairs and up one floor too many; we had to go in a special door in the stair well so we ran back down to do this; woke up;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 22:07:17    Dog barks right on the balcony below under the window(1);

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 22:10:47    Talking resumes under the window; comments “We got him” and so forth;

Any allegation of masturbation is totally false; I was sound asleep and disturbed by all the racket that I heard when I woke up; this I believe induced the dream; the two shots might have been loud noises from outside; the group of us running up the stairs might have been the crowd out front; the allegation that they are making is totally false; woke to the EMRID dot pattern;
Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 22:13:52    Voices still talking and laughing in front of the window; PCPHF screeches “That’s wrong” DTR; nope, I woke in exactly the position I had gone to sleep in on my left side; I was sound asleep; no erection when I woke and sat up immediately to note what was going on;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 22:15:47    “You can hear him fucking” says the male out front who has been doing all the talking; that means it was a “set up” and that probably woke me; the allegation is totally false;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 22:26:14    “Damn right” shouted a male under the window; “He’s psychotic”: he just said again; that was what he was referring to in the “Damn right”; my right foot inside arch on the bottom of my foot got hit with a sharp pain; I wiggled my foot and toes to counteract and ease it; everyone went berserk with false “Psychotic” allegations; jus a simple foot and toe wiggle; while I was on my right side trying to get back to sleep; nothing else at all;

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 22:29:22    “Boody hell; he’s gotta be drugged”; no way San Jose; it is not true at all; but maybe you would like to explain that to the judge;

[(2)To sleep for 1.5 hours = 2.25 hours;]

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 - 23:56:50    Fummie talking nonstop DTR; says “Psychotic”; among whatever else; loud hard door slam below; following after a woman standing right under the window called out a name several times; woke me from a sound sleep;

    Thursday, 26th July 2001

Thus, surveillance activity as ustilised here by those in flat 503 below and especially clung to obsessively by the PCPHF to feed her delusion and fantasy for creating “her” reality is destructive all around; the magical ways which Laing brilliantly elucidates have now become the technology of surveillance for the mentally ill to achieve reality although a false one as it perserves the mentally ill “self” by creating an illusion of that reality; the “copying” and “stealing” are critical factors here in the “envy” of what is “imagined” as the “goodness” of life that resides in others; of course, as he describes, it is destroyed; this is a brilliant rendition of precisly what is taking place here where the “true” psychosis resides with those using surveillance equipment yet accusing the “object” of psychosis thereby attempting to destroy what it seeks to copy and steal as reality;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 00:02:00    “You’re right; Psychotic”says Jack the RAS Ripper DTR;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 00:02:32    Into the bathroom for a pit stop; flushed toilet; OK, swage rats, have a look; you will find only urine; back into the living room;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 00:04:24    Back onto the bed; “He fucked” says a female DTR; nope totally false; update;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 00:05:56    “Get him out right now” demands the PCPHF DTR; for what reason(?); sleeping(?);

I was sound asleep; don’t even think there was a dream this time; someone right under my window woke me from a ddeep, sound sleep; she was yellng a name when I woke and did so several times; what went before to wake me I do not know; maybe more “set up” activity; I woke on my side just as I had gone to sleep; there was no erection and certainly no ejeculate; any allegation of any sexual activity is criminally false;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 00:08:31    “Psychotic” says a male DTR; that too is a false allegation; it is not true; but trumped up as a cover up; to protect certain people and allow the vigilante mob to have something to feed on;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 00:09:54    “That’s not right” says Chief Vigilante Mobster PCPHF DTR; a male agrees; it is all too “right”;

You really don’t know what “Psychotic” is, but one sits there right now in the public road carrying on all night long in the most bizarre fashion disturbing the public order while she loiters criminally to carry out criminal stalking and harassment of the kind that just occurred;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 00:13:05    Very hard “crack” on the floor above over the shelf; that must be the ongoing “set up” activity; maybe that is who was being called when I woke;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 00:16:33    Continuing loud thuds on the floor above; probably making these hoping that those outside will attribute them to me;

[(3)To sleep for 1.75 hours = 4.0 hours;]

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 01:59:13    Wake up; “He’s psychotic”; said Jack the RAS Ripper;

Dream: getting ready for a party at another’s house; first had been the one during the day to get all the stuff sorted; we played their great music, then I went back to my digs to get ready; I had done mine to the music; as I did so, there were upheavals going on where I lived; someone was leaving for good; I then laid out the things I wanted to pack in the box with the present; this was a fireman’s helmet and other such small stuff; I had to go through it all to sort it properly; had the gift all right; woke after the shower when went into another room to get some of the stuff;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 02:03:23    “Turn it off” said the PCPHF DTR as I was writing [h yeh], please do; “Crap” Jack said the RAS Ripper;

[(4)To sleep for 1.5 hours = 5.5 hours;]

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 03:21:18    Thuds from below in the living room door area; more of the “set up” activity; Fummie or Jack the RAS Ripper DTR were shouting; got all excited about it;

Dream: I had this one perfectly; the distractions of the thumping still going on and the shouting from DTR had pushed it back to the edge of consciousness; looking for the hook; the PCPHF had screeched “GGA”; and then other things;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 03:24:12    “He’s come; I know” screeches the PCPHF DTR; totally false; I was sound asleep; woke from a dream; there was no evidence of anything once again; no erection; no ejaculation, and I woke on my back; [this is written only in response to a false allegation and in no way reflects psychosis;];

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 03:25:44    “He’ right” says Jack the RAS Ripper DTR; I was on my back and all could be seen; there was nothing to see;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 03:27:16    Auto arrives from Bramley;

[(5)To sleep for 1.0 hours = 6.5 hours;]

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 04:20:29    “He’s come, and I just know it” screeches the PCPHF DTR; nope; competely false and a product of fantasy projection

Dream: got just a bit of it; was with two senior military officers; went into a room where there was flag hanging on the wall; I igore it; but the two officrers saluted it making me feel like I ha really done wrong;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 04:24:07    The PCPHF is roring away disturbing at her best and tryign to attract attention with her phoney baloney allegations “He’s just come; I know” was one of the things she said as she roared away; [totally false;];

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 04:25:30    “Be quiet” says the male DTR; she never will; she is the one with the extreme mental illness and not I; just look at that behavour; now she takes off again; as a vehcie vehicle with a noisy engine creeps to the other end;

After I described the dream and lay back down; Jack the RAS Ripper said something about ”Hitler” perhaps noting that those saluting where Germans and the flag a Nazi flag; nope, it was not, but you are the Gestapo personified so you would try to say that about someone else;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 04:28:16    Into the bathroom for a pit stop; noise of someone coming in theWalkay an walking aroun followe by a lou noise; flushed toilet; OK, sewage rats, have a go; get right into it and see that it is only pure urine; that should stop your screeching and roaring; so the nighbourhod can sleep; back into the living room;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 04:30:39    Back onto the bed; update;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 04:33:30    “He’s wrong; you’re dong fine” says the Yargie Male DTR; yes, fine in the sense of stalking and harassing in the extreme to create the problem itself as the source of the problem;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 04:38:58    The PCPHF was again roaring away DTR with her ever lasting and ever present screeching; just to keep the world awake; it distubed me as I was dropping off to sleep again;

[(6)To sleep for 0.25 hours = 6.75 hours;]

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 04:58:14    Awake once more to the sound of the PCPHF and Male Yargie DTR yakking away; stretched; getting that upper right arm itch once again;

[(7)To sleep for 0.5 hours = 7.25 hours;]

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:31:59    Woken to the sound of the PCPHF screeching and roaring DTR; “He’s come”; utter rubbish;  totally false; complete nonsense; my left hand was completely numb; it was on top as I was on my right side; male was saying something to the PCPHF also;

Dream: this one was lost in the shuffle of the disturbance; a good one too;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:34:11    More screeching from the PCPHF DTR;

It is quite obvious who has the mental illness around here; the PCPHF is bonkers;

[Time did not take]            Yargie Male has said “Quiet” a couple times;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:36:03    Vehicle goes to the other end; one comes this way just before it;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:36:29    More screeching roaring from DTR;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:40:06    “Write it down; we got him fucking” says the Yargie Male DTR; totally false; you got me sleeping and woke me yourselves; that is what you got;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:42:46    The screeching psyhotic DTR roars on disturbing the entire neighbourhood; “GGA” says the male as I wrote this;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:46:09    “Go home now; write it down”; the endless fabrication of the evidence or what purports to be the evidence;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:47:43    “He’ll come” screeches the psychotic who goes on roaring away; she is apparently so obsessed with staying here glued to the monitor and surveillance equipment that she will not give it up at all and throws a psychotic fit when it is suggested that she do so;

There is a new disease now; it is called surveillance fixation and renders the person so afflicted a complete slave to surveillance for its own sake; it is so severe that it produces psychotic episodes in the predisposed;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:50:36    “Write [that] down” say the Yargie Male; yes, get that down; make certain to note that the PCPHF is totally obsessed with surveillance stalking and harassing and will not do anything else making up whatever she thinks will work for her to justify her remaining and “watching”; she makes up the most absurd reasons for herself to stay;

Well, the truth of the matter in this case is that she has this total obsession driven by her murderous rage to use surveillance equipment to stalk and harass in order to disturb and disrupt my sleep as much as possible; if she went home; she knows that would be quiet, and I would sleep on; this would refute all that she is doing and allow me some rest; she has not left the surveillance equipment for any time in many, many months and all the attempts to do so are well documented over and over almost each and every night;

This shows a very serious mental illness and has nothing to do with any dedication or legitimate effort;  

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:56:08    “Yes you are; you’re going home right now” [says the male DTR] she will not budge; she is so totally obsessed that it is beyond imaginaing such a condition unless you see it for yourself as I do all the time and have seen and observed it for over three years; she is totally out of control with her obsession; and it bears no relation to anything except her own mental illness;

Take her away from the surveillance equipment, and she would collapse into a total psychotic breakown;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 05:59:14    “You’re going home right now” speaketh the Yargie Male; ho, ho, he is a joke if he thinks that this will ever happen; he doesn’t even have any idea of the extraordnary confrontations she has had with all kinds of people over this very thing; the police; Fummie; even Jack the RAS Ripper, and these have concluded at those times that she really was psychotic; it was that bad; you haven’t even scratched the surface; she will not budge it is her lifeline to reality as R D Laing so succinctly put it which I copied yesteray; she is wacko psychotic among a complex set of mental and emotional illnesses to such a degree that she is fixate on this one thing a her touch with reality; otherwise she loses it all; and she knows it;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 06:06:17    Another male shows up; says something about “Likely” and Yargie explains that she won’t go home; she never will; she doesn’t have a home except the road here at the end of the surveillance equipment;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 06:07:29    Into the bedroom; dressed; into the bathroom; limescale remover in toilet; got hair brush; back into the living room; pushed bed to the books; moved NB to the table;

Thu, 26 Jul 2001 - 06:10:17    Into the chair; R4 Today and chair light on; sys back from screen saver; video reset; update;