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HOLISTIC AND NATURAL HEALTH

Tuesday, 31st July 2001

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 06:34:18    Finished file mgmt and xfer;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 06:34:29    

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 07:36:50    OK;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 12:49:20    Bramley door;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 12:52:40    Home;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 12:56:00    Into bathroom from kitchen door;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 12:58:00    Back to the kitchen door; R4 (got FM station at first by mistake; changed and chair light on;

“Diaries to/from 1996" said Fummie voice coming in the KW;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 13:11:00    Into the chair;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 13:12:55    NB up and running; eating tuna sands, green pea & ham soup and choco; update;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 13:18:44    All progs loaded and unloaded; video OK;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 13:33:36    R4 to R3; Stalker takes up his position 070201_182127.mv2;

There was repeated back and forth comments between a female (PCPHF) and Jack the RAS Ripper; they apparently were talking about the music volume after I switched to R3; “It is too high” says Jack the RAS Ripper; he is only concerned with the noise in his audio surveillance microphone and the fact that it makes “too much” noise for him to listen thru the microphone and make his next false allegation; the music was at normal listening levels and fine;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 13:36:36    “He’s psychotic” says Jack the RAS Ripper; then adds; “I know”; he’s wrong; does know whatever part of his body you wish to apple to a hole in the ground; he is quite ignorant and bigoted; it shows in many, many things he says like this one;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 13:38:53    Finished soup and sands;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 13:39:48    “I can’t hear anything; there’s nothing” says a voice with an Indian accent; ; “OK thank you very much” says a male voice;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 13:43:47    Two bench warmers now on the bench under the window;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 13:46:22    “He’s psychotic” says Jack the RAS Ripper below the window outside; every third word from his mouth is the “P” word;

Dozed of here for almost an hour before waking; (Snoozola time 0.75 hours);

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 14:36:38    “Wow(!); three times screeches the PCPHF with here roar from the left below; Jack the RAS Ripper; she was referring to the fact that I had to type the screen saver password three times before it would work; made a couple typos in my speed;

This is essential to understand; these are two of the key people who keep me awake and wake me all night long; Jack the RAS Ripper did so about 2330 last night in a most brutal way; the PCPHF was part of a group of at least three people whose excessive noise from talking outside my window from the public road woke me at 0240 this morning; the vocal noise of these three people was so disruptive and disturbing that I got up at 0320 to start my day since there was no reasonable prospect that they would cease this chattering; now they engage in that same name calling when I make a mistake as I type; tough toenail; hard to chew; if you don’t like it, spit it out; nothing like creating the very thing yourself as they do then blame the “victim” as if it were his fault; that is just pure bullying; go back to the schoolyard kiddies; you don’ t qualify for the adult world yet;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 14:44:47    “Well, we’ll see about that when he comes” says Jack the Rat’s Ass Scumbag Ripper who knows all about it; that wash such an adult reply that it deserved its full characterisation;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:01:22    “He’s psychotic” says Jack the RAS Ripper below; he keeps saying this every few minute as it there was nothing else in his life; in point of fact this allegation is false; the only thing real about it is the work usage;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:13:41    “He’s psychotic” says Jack the RAS Ripper below once again in apparent conversation with someone; he is creating all of this himself;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:15:07    “He’s psychotic” he says again as if this meant something; as he uses it, the meaning is nonexistent;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:16:17    “Take him out” says Jack the RAS Ripper then adds “Fine”; all in an afternoon’s show; trying to impress and harass at the same time;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:32:15    Finished the file xfer back to the HDD; “You can if you want” urges Jack the RAS Ripper, the PCPHF roars a screeching “No’; sounds like he is trying to get her to proceed legally against me as he continues to say “He’s psychotic”;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:36:31    Back from the kitchen to rinse the sand plate and put soak water in the soup glass; as I was leaving the kitchen, the PCPHF roared her screeching “No I won’t” once again followed by Jack the RAS Ripper’s “He’s psychotic”; he is definitely trying to get her to do something;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:39:21    “What do you want(?)” he asks;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:40:07    Pol car comes by from the other end;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:43:21    Finished tile set up;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:45:21    “He’s drugged” says Jack the RAS Ripper below; what makes you think that; I am sleep deprived from the fact that you lot wake me repeatedly all night long and keep me awake;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 15:53:12    “He won’t come” says Jack the RAS Ripper; it sounds like he might be talking with the police who probably just arrived in that vehicle I noted; I wonder if they ever get tired of his continuous false calls and start to wonder about him(?);

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 16:18:47    Finished sorting more diary info; screech from PCPHF when I access the world clock;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 16:19:23    Into the bedroom; removed hot clothes; I was sweating like a stuck pig in the chair; well, I am a guinea pig for the medical and surveillance technology experiment; but it’s the hot weather, and it is very hot in here; changed to big white shirt and underwear to  be as cool as possible; back into the living room;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 16:25:06    Back into the chair; brushed hair;
Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 16:31:07    “He’s drugged” says a male left below arguing with the PCPHF; his voice was raised; what makes you say that(?); I don’t take any drugs;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 16:39:09    “You’re right” amid big roaring screeches from the PCPHF below left as I xferred some more files;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 16:45:02 Finished a bit of a review; PCPHF roaring again from below left; male talking from the left outside faintly; sounds like techie is back for more crime work; discussing . . .

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 17:00:45    R3 to R4 PM:

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 17:48:02    Into the bedroom; light on; checked trousers; need patching; immediately;


Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 17:50:16    Back into chair; update;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 17:58:28    Finished the expenses input; trying out; trans and CA reversed; well, what do you expect from something that is free(?);
Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 17:59:43    R4 News;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:02:40    “Great” says a male below; perhaps talking about the expense/diary appts; yes this is what was destroyed three years ago; it is all documented; guess who did it(?); seems as thought some other activity grew so much as to obliterate this particular record; keep supervising PCPHF; she needs it;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:05:01    “He’s wrong;  we’re not supervising you” says the male; oh, no; that is exactly what you are doing; you are verifying and observing her every action and comment; whether you are honest about it is another thing, but that is precisely what is happening;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:06:35    “I’ll get him out” says the male below; oh, yeah, with midnight justice in the dark street  by a lynch mob witch hung emotional mentality; you’re hiding because you cannot face the light of day in the public justice system;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:08:07    “That’s not right” says the male; take a look in the mirror; exactly what are you doing(?); you’re words are just rationalisations; you have to steal to get information which would have been freely given years ago at any time if anyone asked; it was given over and over to any number of people with not response or request for any more or most especially any request for a thorough and complete rendition; instead now you steal; well in what you have stolen is the complete documentation about all that has been done;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:11:42    

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:11:54    Into the kitchen for the chicken; opened and put on plate with utensils; put on chair arm; back into the living room;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:13:43    Back into the chair; update;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:17:51    Tahini brings out a scream from below left or to the left; “Wow” or something like that from a female voice; simultaneous with the appearance of Tahini in her bikini; definite “Tempest” in operation;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:20:13    Into the kitchen for water; put empty bottle on sink counter; got full one from fridge; opened in sink; put by chair; back into the living room;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:21:50    “Sailing the world” yells a male from the distant left as Tahini does that over the global map; kid laughs away in delight; I suppose it is about this graphic; back into the chair; update;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:24:23    Finished the above update;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:30:34    R4 to R3 In tune; as I got up a male from the left yelled “That’s not right”; he objects to Tahini and all her sports I guess; into the kitchen; put chicken back in fridge; rinsed utensils and glass; male voice kept yelling outside presumably about Tahini; back into the living room;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:32:45    Back into the chair; update;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:34:56    Finished the above update; the guy like Tahini’s slalom skiing; he seems to have reservations though; “I like it” he says; this is the learning process that I was developing when all my activity was destroyed three years ago; not that I did this, but that I was putting it all together; very important things to learn; but someone with “Tempest” surveillance thought that my activity should all be shutdown; you want to see all the documentation describing all that happened(?); you will in a court of law; watch this space;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:37:32    Finished the above update;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:38:35    “No, no, no” screeches the roaring PCPHF from the left below as Tahini sails the world; there are a lot of activities like windsurfing to do instead of sitting in and repressing everyone and anything by yelling ”No, no, no”;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 18:44:03    Flossed and brushed teeth; “He’s got to go” roared a screeching PCPHF followed by “You’re right” from the male to the left; Tahini is objectionable(?); that is joke; door slam below;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 19:01:15    R4 and chair light off; monitor and NB screen shrouded; “Noooo” roar screeches the PCPHF from below;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 19:02:06    “When are we going to bring him out(?) Asks a male left below; “Right now” roars the screeching PCPHF; constant intimidated fear of violence;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 19:03:19    Moved NB to the bed; pulled bed out after moving mags and receipts to the side; straightened sheet; into the kitchen; light on; shut window; washed hands; removed lenses; light off; into bedroom; undressed; into bathroom for a pit stop; flushed toilet; started tub filling; got in to soak as it did so;

Fummie started his night’s diatribe; as usual his “run over” sentences and droning voice precluded my hearing anything except a couple things at the start; he mentioned “Tahini” but I do not know in what context; then he made the astonishing statement about my “starting to come out”; he is both describing things the way he wants them to be and showing his terrible ignorance; or is he deliberately ignoring all that has gone on; well, one thing is for certain: he is a “Johnny-come-lately” with no knowledge of the past and no obvious desire to inform himself preferring to maintain his prejudice and bigotry which comes out from time to time; he is a perfect PCPHF clone;

Turned off the water when the tub got full; soaked for awhile; continuing thuds and some voices from below in the WWPSA purely the usual water sampling activity; stood up to wash; typical routine; sat down to wash lower legs, ankles and feet; scratched the tops of my feet extensively as they itched severely as did my upper scrotal region; rinsed all washed areas; pulled the plug; soaked while emptying; just as it finished, a male below said “I got it” probably referring to the water sampling process; got out; dried with the towel; when I wiped my face, a male below said “He’s wiping his mouth”; I’m sure that was very significant as I went on to wipe the rest of my head; give some people video surveillance, and they jump at anything to justify its use when it has been abused for stalking and harassing purposes; this appears to be one more example; back into the living room; got glasses, hair brush and water bottle;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 19:55:51    Onto the bed; update;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:12:04    
Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:12:43    Finished the above update;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:14:21    “That’s fine work” says a male under the window back a bit; yes, excellent stalking and harassment; consistently supported and maintained by all Government departments and agencies to the point of disability and death; then he said “We’re going to get him out”; what’s another criminal act in a long list of them;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:16:55    Dog barking away below; “He’s drugged” says a male below the front window; what gives you that idea(?); I do not take drugs; maybe it is the stalking and harassment that got me up at 0320 this morning since when I have been active all day except for a 45 minute nap after lunch; now, I am not drugged; that is called chronic sleep deprivation induced by this activity each and every night for three years; that is why I am going to bed now; but you will not allow me quiet enjoyment, peace and comfort in my own home and continue to cause offence by your false allegations;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:20:15    “We got him” said a male as he was reading the above no doubt while I was writing it;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:20:50    Dog barking on the balcony right below the window by the bed; excellent; no doubt that is intentional from those below who want to continue their sleep deprivation activity;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:21:41    “He’s psychotic” says a male outside in front of the window; no, that is honesty and knowing the difference between fact and fantasy; that is exactly the opposite of psychosis;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:24:18    “Get him out” comes a screech DTR;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:29:59    Hard loud door slam below with its double standard; this has to be deliberate and intentionally disturbing;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:31:46    Hard loud door slam below with its double standard; once again trying to disturb as much as possible;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:36:13    Hard loud door slam below with its double standard; male still yakking away outside the front window;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:42:08    “Right; psychotic” [Number One false claim] says a male out front of the window; did you see him” he asks watching me in the video surveillance monitor; as I was trying to get to sleep on my right side; I was falling asleep despite his jabbering away below the window; and when I was falling over the crevice into sleep I jerked myself awake; this is common; a fear of going over the abyss perhaps; but in this case probably helped by the stalking and harassing male out front who that did just that; revealed his staking activity and harassed me in the extreme with a totally false accusation that he was wanting to make true but cannot for it is not;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:44:36    “Brilliant” he said after reading the above and indicating “Hold it” while I was writing and someone interrupted him; the name “Frank” was used at some point; [not the child;];

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:45:46    There is no psychosis in this flat; there is in the flat below;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:47:32    “Yep, he’s psychotic” says the male out front; nope; that is an example of one of the grossest kinds of superficial assessments ever made ignoring the salient facts and drawing on those that support an “a priori” conclusion;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:53:14    My right eye twitched [Number Two false claim] as I was laying on my right side once again trying to get to sleep; a female voice out front said something about “His eye”; a male answered “Psychotic”; another example of grossly derived superficial conclusion; my right eye is seriously injured by the EMRID surveillance equipment; it is the worst of the two; they both have cataracts thanks to EMRID; my right eye twitched due to the personal injury; the “nut case” out front jumping to his knee jerk conclusion of always spouting “Psychotic” has just done it a second time in the most gross superficial manner possible; this is why “Psychosis” does not apply;
Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 20:58:26    Now he is whispering “Psychotic’; that must be Dr Richard Evans out there who hasn’t a clue about what he is doing; he relies on drugs to wipe out his “victims” so nobody ever knows the difference;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 21:03:24    Dog barking away below; multitude of male voices chattering loudly; one guy called “Brad”; very hard loud door slam below with its double standard;  

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 21:11:33    Female screeching from down the road; high pitched voice; “No” and “I object”; before this there was a guy talking with a group and one of them said “He’s drugged”;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 21:12:24    “Psychotic” [Number Three false claim] as the superficial Dr Richard Evans type sees my typing on the sticking keys; sitting cross legged on the bed with my arms resting on my lower legs; and I am tired and trying to get to sleep; it is chronic sleep deprivation that you see the symptoms of plus normal typing difficulties not what you want to conclude it is as you just did;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 21:15:02    “We really blew it” says a male out front then goes on to say something like “Call him psychotic”; yes, if that is what you said it is quite true; the problems are physiological and not psychological at least not yet;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 21:21:09    “There he is” said a screeching female voice DTR; “He’s psychotic” [Number Four false claim] said a male with her that sounded like Jack the RAS Ripper; that was a tension release sound from my throat; guess where the tension comes from(?); [you lot];

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 21:22:13    “Holy shit” says a male DTR; getting each and everyone one of them wrong as usual; you cannot pronounce your conclusion with any effectiveness given the circumstances in which you are trying to operate; I do not have a psychological complaint; I have some serious physiological complaints which are currently under hospital medical care;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 21:27:40    “Psychotic” [Number Five false claim] says the male again in front of the window but back a bit; as I rubbed my forehead; he is once again attributing that action to psychosis; in fact, I have a minor but benign skin growth above my right eye that I was just rubbing because it itched;

Tue, 31 Jul 2001 - 21:33:55    Hard loud door slam below with its double standard; male out front says “He’s up” crowd starts chattering away;

[(1)To sleep for 4.0 hours; woken by excessive noises down the road which I first noted on waking; I assumed they were present before; it is reasonable to make such an assumption; this is the only sleep I got this night since I was kept awake by the constant stalking and harassment chatter from those outside my window in the public road;];

    Wednesday, 1st August 2001

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 01:29:20    Awake; the DTR chatter first thing; “He’s up” announced a male DTR; as I sat up to write this;  had a long dream, but it is gone; not connecting or retaining there dreams of late consciously;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 01:31:06    “He’s drugged” says the male DTR; if that is true then the sleep is useless; and the price will be paid for it; the problem is that if you are drugging me without my knowledge or consent; without controlled dosage; in the face of not recognising the reality of the situation; you are doing the most harmful and destructive thing you could be doing that is why my claim against the DOH et al alone is fifty million pounds flat; and that is now why you have trumped up the psychotic diagnosis which several examples showed that you are falsifying that one;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 01:34:34    “Great” says the male DTR as he thinks this is grist for the Psychotic mill;

There are four hours here since the last entry; I woke once in the middle somewhere but did not note it; went back to sleep instead; this time I was woken fully most likely by external excessive noise that I heard after waking;

Without drugs if you are drugging me surreptitiously, I would have a perfect and straight through sleep; but you want to drug me against your activity so that you can remain in proximity to me with the surveillance equipment; that is assuming that you are drugging me;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 01:38:53    “Go ahead; write it down” said the male DTR; “Too late” when I flipped to the next line;

This social experiment is now a terrible cover up and has destroyed my life; you are trying your best, therefore, to make certain that I cannot bring the truth to light; and I mean really trying; you are killing me by continuing your false activity instead of just stopping it;

There is nothing whatsoever to support a psychosis diagnosis; there has never been anything in my history at all to support it; there has been nothing now that supports it; you see what you want to see and not the chronic sleep deprivation;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 01:42:23    “He’s psychotic” says the male DTR using this in a grossly manipulative way to repress; if one claims the truth; that is psychotic; if one accepts the false; then the truth is lost; you have created a very nice double bind; this is the essence of mental illness, dishonesty and manipulation;

What has happened is that you refuse to recognise the fact of what has been done deliberately to me by these people in the flats above and below me and are trying to rewrite the record to read like you want it to read; that will not hold; you have taken this distorted record and are now engaged in extending the very destructive character of what has been done by these people over the years;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 01:46:00    “Oh, no” screeches the roaring PCPHF or was that “He’ wrong”(?); this is one thing I am absolutely certain of and know precisely what has happened and what I did; “nothing” since I perceived the essence of the emotional illness in these people (and it runs in this group) at the very beginning and made certain that I did not contribute anything at all; while you have done the contrary; you are acting as if I was not mentally ill; if it was true and you really believed it, you would not be doing any of the things you’re doing to disturb my peace and comfort and offend me continuously with your false allegations using it as a weapon to offend and destroy; [when refutation of the substance of what I say is desired;];

I attribute the past four hours sleep to the fact that I was wiped out by chronic sleep deprivation especially the past several days;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 01:50:32    “Psychotic” says the male DTR; if he does not agree with the content, then he attributes this false allegation to me and not to the fact that he has got it wrong; but that is his problem;

The animated characters earlier this evening are a case in point; they are not there for what they do; if that was true I would have spent some money and gotten more animation graphics for them; they were there for the technology expertise and understanding of what the system can do and what software is/was available; it was free in those days now gone by; it was a splendid learning time; which was destroyed by the activity which commenced over three years ago; and by the end of 1998 had totally shutdown my life; I showed that as an example of what happened; but more importantly it was taken superficially for its external characteristics rather then its intrinsic worth or value; this is the very essence of what you are doing; you look superficially at a small action by me, and rather then actually understand what if means in the context of myself, you assigning to it what you want it to mean; you get it totally wrong as the several examples attested this past evening: my eye for example; falling asleep but quite disturbed and kept from doing so by your presence;

Thus you miss the fact that I wake up in the night because of your unconsciously anticipated presence even if not the actual blatant disturbance;

The big difference is when you look at the first two years as contrasted with the past three years; when I woke in the first two years it was normal to either get up or go back to sleep; the disturbances were not deliberate as they were in the second half; in other words there were extreme and excessive disturbances from those below throughout this entire residency period; these people below are the original nuisance neighbours; they were only quiet between about one am and five am or just four hours a night; they never went to sleep until one am; they ate late and washed up quite noisily around midnight; there was often chopping sounds from under the bathroom area as if chopping vegetables up to one am; the TV and/or music went on until one am; they were verbally noisy and violent from time to time; but all of this was taken in the course of “Normal” behaviour and lived with or put up with; if I went to sleep in the evening, and they woke me with excessive noises at midnight or one am which they invariably did, I just either got up or went back to sleep depending upon my mood and how tired I was; all of this has been logged; I logged all my activity which you have now stolen from me;

I want to point out that they got up at five am and were noisy from then on too with taking a bath and doing whatever it was (cooking breakfast); I just went along with this and got up myself if I was disturbed and took a bath myself or did whatever it was that I wanted; this was life with these people below day after day for those first two years;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:07:14    “He’s psychotic” says the guy DTR who does not want to admit the truth but what’s the world to be rose since his glasses are rose coloured;

Now what is crucial is that the diaries and logs which you have now stolen in the past two days on Monday and Tuesday with a massive effort to intercept them at the Internet shop to the point of actually disrupting my work by causing me problem after problem (which you attributed to “Psychosis) is that you read the diaries/logs in the way you want to see them: superficially without regard to the reality and truth of what was actually gong on; oh, yeah, and you will try to cover up that point of reality by calling your false allegation “Psychosis”; what you will ignore is the totality of the diaries and logs in what they say as a whole and reveal about what was really going on below; it got worse and worse until I brought the child abuse to the attention of the authorities in May 1998;

This was an out of control group of people that just kept getting worse; but their actions per se were not addressed directly at all; what I did, however, was report the child abuse because that had to be stopped; it had gotten so bad as to be unbearable for the child who was often crying for help on the balcony below, an I knew the facts behind it to know that he was in extreme misery and most definitely needed help from an adult to straighten out the situation; there was an abject failure to provide that help as the situation required, and these adults turned viciously and violently against me and were permitted to do so without the realisation of their true character and how extremely disturbed they were;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:16:13    “He’s sick” says a voice DTR; you are trying to hide the truth with that allegation which is false; you hope to attack me personally so that you can deny the validity of what I have to say; but the record was all created right when things happened and it cannot be denied; there will be an effort to distort and misrepresent it no doubt, but this will not succeed; because each and every activity noted there has a very good explanation in the context of a whole pattern of activity; in other words the historically record cannot be ignored at all; for it speaks the truth as it was documented at the time of the occurrence of each event; right when they happened;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:32:18    “He’s psychotic” again claims the male DTR making a strong effort to get the PCPHF to “Write it down”; there was just an extended “argument” about that with him demanding that she go right home and write it down under penalty of being reported for her current behaviour; she was protesting in her most vehement roaring screech; now it is calm again, and she is still here; there is every move possible by the Government to create a false conclusion and analysis based on mental illness that can be mustarded;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:37:05    Into the bathroom for a pit stop; flushed toilet; back into the living room;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:39:06    “No, I won’t go” screeches the roaring PCPHF DTR as I get back onto the bed; update;


She will never depart as long as she can stay and stalk and harass me; this is her obsession; she will never give it up;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:41:16    “Great; psychotic” says the guy DTR; he is the GMHM each and every night; now he is knee jerk Psychotic too; meaningless;

The very interesting fact about the diaries and logs are their content with regard to a shift of focus and emphasis; in the first two years they describe my activity and were confined to about one page or a little more each day; but in the background and on the supplemental diary/log was the activity from below which appeared along with all the other background activity;

Then along came May 1998; a dramatic shift of focus and emphasis occurred gradually over the ensuing months until September when the focus was on the attention of the stalking and harassing; this is revealed in the diary and logs quite obviously as I was not concerned with logging any activity except my own until it became obvious what was going on from those below and above (driven by those below) (and those next door too for the same reason); the diaries reflect this transition of activity and emphasis change very nicely which should have never occurred because I had just bought a computer system in May 1998 thanks to a Barclays loan that turned everything around and took every step possible for me to get re-employed; I was totally dedicated to this effort and not the least bit interested in what these people were doing, but events of that period from May to September 1998 changed all that, and these events are all documented there out of the growing necessity to protect myself at that time from false accusations which were astonishingly beginning to emerge;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:49:13    “He’s lying” says the GMHM DTR; the facts of the diaries and logs do not lie; they are what they are; to make such a statement in the face of such evidence is to try to create by destruction in another manner what you want reality to be; it just is not so;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:51:25    “You got that; he farted; you got that” asked the GMHM DTR; if it was not for the video surveillance he would have never been aware of that flatulence release; he noted it when he saw the PHFM because there was no noise; I am sure these examples will be distorted in the worst possible way; but I shall see if it comes up; in the meantime what actually occurred and the effort to keep such activity silent has been noted;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:55:05    “Bloody hell . . .: says the GMHM DTR apparently complaining about the PCPHF who gave a sharp reply;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 02:57:47    “He’s fucking; he’s psychotic” says the GMHM DTR; neither of which are true; he is trying to get the PCPHF to do his biding; they have taken over the enterprise;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 03:03:31    The PCPHF is now roaring a response to the GMHM who earlier (a little while ago) was sill urging her on by noting “He’s psychotic” one more time; this is use so much that it is like saying someone has fingernails;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 03:08:03    “You have to write that down; then we’ll take it from there” says the GMHM DTR still urging the PCPHF to get on with the writing;

Once again they have woken me and kept me awake all night by their continuous chatter, arguing and excessive vocal noises from outside my window in the public road;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 03:10:29    Pop goes the monitor; typing;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 03:12:55    “He’s fucking right now” starts the chant from the GMHM DTR followed by the same from the PCPHF as I was laying on my back totally motionless in full video view with my hands behind my head;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 03:18:33    “He hasn’t come” says GMHM DTR as the sound of another male voice turns up; I have been listening to the perpetual chatter and argument from these two DTR; what else is there;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 03:19:35    “He’s psychotic” screeches the PCPHF evidently trying to deny what I just wrote;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 03:20:45    “Is he drugged(?)” asked the arrive male; “I don’t know” roars back the PCPHF;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 03:22:03    “All right, we’ll get him out” says the arrived male DTR; with all this racket and disturbances going on now with the continuing threats of violence, I might as well get up as I did last night at this time;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 03:23:14    Into the bathroom; started the tub filling; got in to soak as it did so;

Fummie’s diatribe ignited once again as he was off and running with him “run over” sentences Motor Mouth; at the moment I cannot recall hearing anything that was discernable except for the constant drone of his voice; oh, yeah, he said “We got a problem”; that certainly is an understatement; he also noted my nose hair clipping and said “Psychotic” as he did frequently; he evidently did not know what I was doing and just noted that something as happening with my nose; this he took to be “psychotic”; I had reached for the small scissors on the sink and was clipping the nose hairs that were growing out while the tub filled; yes, it is clear that Fummie has a problem;

Tuned off the water when the tub filled; just as I did so, someone ran water from elsewhere, perhaps a remote toilet flush; sat soaking in the tub for awhile getting my arm as much soak time as possible; it was swollen to the point of inactivity yesterday afternoon and evening; I then stood up to wash; proceeded with the normal routine, but since I had sweat so much while sleeping, I washed every bit I could to get the salt, sweat and oil off; to get the middle of my back I soaped and used the wash cloth which I then used on the rest of me since it does a much better job of cleaning; I refrain from normally using it because it is abrasive; sat down to wash my lower legs, ankles and feet with the wash cloth; rinsed all parts of my body thoroughly to get the soap remove; I then washed my face and forehead; shaved; pulled the plug on the tub; soaked as it emptied;

Toward the end of the bath, there was the sound of front door slamming closed; at right at the end Fummie said “[He may be] violent” with a response of “I know” from the PCPHF this is total nonsense since there is no history of violence nor any threats whatsoever; he is here trying to add to his false scenario of psychosis as he had already used “Psychotic” numerous times up to that point; like the PCPHF, he is trying to create what does not exist; now, where is the real psychosis and inability to differentiate between fact and fantasy(?);

Got out of the tub; paused for a pit stop; flushed toilet; dried with the towel; into the bedroom; put on shirt and underwear; that’s all; too hot otherwise; into the kitchen; light on; washed hands; put in lenses; got spoon, paper towels and choco; light off; put items on and by chair; back into the living room; pushed bed to the books; moved NB and water to he table; about this time as I was arranging the chair with its towel to sit on, a voice RW said “He’s really psychotic”; this was more of the same nonsense “weapon” that bore no relationship to reality at all; this word ha been used again while I had been in the kitchen; its application was meaningless and irrelevant;  

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 04:24:39    Into the chair; chair light on; sys back from screen saver; update;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 04:27:21    Calendar and earth time set up; eating choco; drank some water; really sweated last night in the heat; needed a very thorough bath and water to drink; got plenty;

Been awake since 0130; kept awake by the excessive vocal noises from those criminally loitering in the public road outside my window for the purpose of criminally stalking and harassing me in order to incite others, namely the police, to remove me by force from my home based on false allegations; since I was awake for nearly two hours listening to this ongoing neighbourhood disturbance from a public area, and these two male (GMHM) and female (PCPHF) were joined by another male (Fummie), the prospect of reasonably expecting to return to sleep was excluded; therefore I got up to start my day;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 04:30:36    “Psychotic; who’s seen(?)” asks Fummie;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 04:32:21    Reset day/date and time which was off by about 30 secs;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 04:44:07    Reset video; was still on yesterday’s daylight;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 05:00:14    Finished the above update to the roaring screeches of the PCPHF coming in the RW; also Fumie was in his “Write down” mode over some items notably my use of words that I changed regarding my bedroom dressing or something about that time; not worth noting but he thought it significant; which does not say very much; starting to get light outside as the earth time sweep of darkness is shown as just beginning to leave eastern Britain;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 06:09:57    Finished most of the review but not quite done; had a continuous onslaught of “Psychotic” allegations based on my syntax and content of what I wrote; the latter is obvious wrong; as regards syntax like “voice female”, this is in a situation of utmost difficulty in typing where I am trying to both get things down as fast as possible and be as accurate as I can; the screeching voice was not the PCPHF; as I after thought, I added female because I do not normally use it; in this case I did to make certain that I would remember what it meant; you are evaluating notes which are made in a helter skelter fashion as a very first draft just to get the essence of what is occurring sometimes very rapidly and in multiple activities down quickly; you really cannot evaluate this writing in any meaningful way (as you just noted) because, in addition, the keys really stick, sitting on the bed in the dark with my legs crossed and arms resting on my legs makes for many difficulties; the truth, as I see it, is that it is an incredibly outstanding job given what is going on; it takes training to do this and do it well; I’ve had three years; when I first started doing this at night while in my bed; it was difficult and that probably shows in the diary as does my increasing competence to get things recorded as fast and as accurately as possible so that they are meaningful at a later date;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 06:11:21    Dog barking below;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 06:17:54    End of review comment;

Wed, 1 Aug 2001 - 06:18:42    

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